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black cloud demo

by flatwoods monster

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1.
i dont wanna be saved, i wanna silent masquerade i wanna be alone, im the shadow on the tombstone feel like im losing my grip, kinda funny but im still sick of this shit you still drop on by and walk right past me and straight to the other guy oh baby you got away its the same old boring day oh baby you got away from me picking up my life from the moment that you said goodbye maybe im just scared or maybe i just truly dont care
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black cloud 04:52
i guess a promise doesnt mean much to you you did everything you said that you wouldnt do the phone calls became shorter and less frequent i guess we havent seen each other since treatment i hope the shoelace holding his glasses tears apart so he cant see the person who you truly are i havent shed a tear, everythings still the same here and your black clouds rolled right out of my sky well now i guess that means hes not in jail, huh? is he paying child support for that kid he never sees? i guess that kiss meant something after all, huh? youve had this all planned out since christmas eve i hope the shoelace holding his heart together is ripped apart so he will know how truly scared you really are i havent shed a tear, im not gonna live my life in fear and your black clouds rolled right out of my sky im still taking that road trip after this summer, ill drive to ohio and stop outside your house im gonna knock on your door but then i stutter i know i dont need you anymore
3.
ive always been my own worst critic, maybe i should consider a different career cause being right is getting old but its better than being told what to do the world wasnt made with a set of rules so why should i follow yours complain, look at what you have but you just want more and more why would i leave the house? i have magazines and a television set i wanna douse myself in gasoline and light a cigarette human rights is having the choice to drink yourself to death give it a rest ive always been looking for relief, thank god i found weed, speed, and whiskey so lets get fucked up tonight scraping resin from the pipe and the bottles feeling a little light and i know what i should do the world wasnt made with bank account and its only getting worse but my mom has one and her visa cards in the pocket of her purse why would i leave the car? i got air conditioning and a 44 under the seat make a wish on a shooting star, god give me the strength because i wont accept defeat you dont need to worry, theres nothing wrong with me honestly.
4.
i break out of my bed in a smoky haze sore and confused wondering how i made it home alive its been about a year, boarding school seems so far away and i dont believe realtiys real life cause my sadness and anger havent left me alone i dont wanna part just wanna go home and waste the entire night wondering if tomorrow will be alirght and im tired and jaded and my brains on the fritz and nobody likes me and thats what i get for being who i am and i am only a man i break out of my house into an ugly world that oppresses the poor and the worker ants dont wanna change a thing its been about a year we were in love we made plans to run away and leave our pasts behind but my past and i are horribly intertwined

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recorded in the summer of 2015 in the grossest room in the shittiest apartment in kansas city; the bonghouse.

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released April 20, 2015

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flatwoods monster Kansas City, Missouri

from a sea of beer cans and cigarette butts in a dimly lit basement.

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